Written Word Vomit

As a low-tier friend

I'm sad because it's apparent that he doesn't see me as a close friend, like we didn't do a lot together back in college. Maybe I did something that he didn't like. I don't know. I'm sad because I was rooting for him, and up until last year I was trying to connect with him, but whenever I see his stories, he always sets up catch-up with other people, and never with me, like we didn't go through a lot of things when we were in our teens and even as young adults. It hurts, but I guess it's fine, I mean, it's not like we can beg someone for their attention or care. We're almost in our 30s, and at this point, we've probably already made up our minds who our lifetime friends are going to be. Even if it was not me, I'm still happy for him, I will continue cheering him on. I would definitely not try to reach out again, as I'm always left on seen, but I'll be here.