But journaling was my thing
Back when everyone was addicted to social media, I already journaled. I've been journaling since I was 9. I built this blog to continue journaling digitally. My journals for the last couple of years have been piling up, and I needed to save space, especially sicne I'm planning t move across the globe.
Yesterday, we had a catch-up call with my teammates, and friends. One of them mentioned they were inspired to journal by our other friend, and I was flabbergasted. I was the journal person for years, yet no one followed, but when she did, suddenly everyone was doing it, too.
I am still to understand the type of jealousy I am feeling towards the situation. It definitely made me feel less seen, less relevant, but I know that's not true.
I've always known the value of journaling. I don't even know why these external affairs even matter to me now. I do notice a certain spike in my emotions in all aspect.
I am afraid that I might go back to the old self I worked so hard to change.
But such is life. You make it, you break it, eventually you get up, and take another chance to make it, break it, and make it again.
On another note, I do pour out my heart with my writings, and if you're interested, you can send me your thoughts and comments via email at ocs.giuliaromeo@hotmail.com. Thank you!