enraged but not insecure
i am fuming and i will be cursing at our previous director until i get it out of my system and have everything in place. i will point my disappointment and anger towards my previous boss because if i won't, i would start thinking this is all my ineptitude, and I can't have that.
it's stupid, and it's narcissistic. but it's the only way i can cope knowing you were making twice than i did by doing nothing for a year.