mean girls...
with my constant exhaustion with work, i found it harder to be sympathetic, i noticed.
it was wednesday yesterday, and the newest member of our team was anxious about the salary. it does appear that she needs to pay her bills. but it was kind of concerning to me how she was a bit accusatory of why the pay was not credited yet.
i submitted the payroll last monday, it's usually credited around tuesday through friday (not sure when, it depends on the bank). we have a few days to wait, it has always been like that. hence, seeing this made me back up a bit.
i know you need a job. i know the bills are due. but it's not like we have control over the bank's processes. there may be delays. i don't know. i just wished there was some patience there.
i broke this down to a friend, and i realised that i do need to be more sympathetic, yet i couldn't find it in me.
maybe she just really needs the money. maybe she has bills to pay.
but at the back of my head, my ego is saying, well, it's not like we're keeping it from you, it's there. it's still within the timeframe. calm the fuck down. if everyone has received their pay, you still haven't then that's when you panic.