till i see you
everything felt increasingly overwhelming lately. it started when the fiancé couldn't board his plane. everything went downhill. every second since then, i couldn't do anything else but wait for him to arrive.
i've been binge eating. i couldn't complete 8 hours of sleep. i've stopped cleaning my house. i'm happy i could still take a bath and cook. a girl's got to eat.
he bought flights for next week. i'm getting anxious if he's even going to board. if we're even gonna get married. will i be left at the altar?
i try to stay positive and look at the bright side, but after last time, i lost all the excitement for the wedding.
i'm just mad and frustrated about everything. and i don't think it'll tame till i see you next week.